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hello bloggers! welcome to spread nelly's wing blog. yeah, this is a space where i write down all of my feeling, my life, my emotion and everything about anything. feel free to visit my entries, thanks for coming :)
just a long story of my life in my short world :)
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hello bloggers! welcome to spread nelly's wing blog. yeah, this is a space where i write down all of my feeling, my life, my emotion and everything about anything. feel free to visit my entries, thanks for coming :)
profile
i was born in December 27, 1991 at yogyakarta, indonesia. what a lovely country with bad government system, unfortunately. my parents gave me Rr. Nuraini Dyah Rahmawati as my full name, but my friends call me nelly, don't ask me why just call me that way haha. i was the younger member in my family, 'cause i just have one big brother who two and a half year older than me. now it's just three of us which live together, my mom, my bro and me because my father has past away just one day before my 13th birthday. yeah! what an unforgettable gift for me but, there's no way for me to regret it. i have no reason to be mad with God, 'cause i realize that he just took my father! i still have my mom, my bro, my fam, all of my friends and i still have my own self. see? there's no reason for me to be mad with God because i had a lot of reason to be grateful :)
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end of the first week
Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 2:21 AM
hey bloggers! how's it going?
today is friday dan hari terakhir dari minggu pertama ujian akhir gw yg di isi dengan karaokean berempat bareng sahabat2 gw tercinta dengan lagu belah duren dan dangdut yahut lainnya! hahaha i really missed this stupidity and craziness, 'cause this final exam stressed me out! bzz -__-
walaupun di ganggu dengan gatalnya bekas tato yg ilang di tangan gw, sekarang bentuknya kyk kulit yg melepuh! uurrghh it is so annoying, i hope it will get well soon.
sebenernya ada yg pengen gw post ke blog baru gw, note gw di facebook yg bikin gw terlihat puitis! haha, gw aja bingung kenapa bisa bikin kyk begituan. kyknya gw kerasukan arwahnya william shakespear deh waktu itu! haha or maybe my story is too melodramatic haha, yeah! maybe it's true :)
okay first note is Love My Life
terkadang saat pertama kali kubuka mata dan tersadar dari mimpiku
aku langsung dihadapkan pada persoalan yang begitu berat bagiku
yang membuatku menjadi pendosa di mata Tuhan, karena
aku menganggap Tuhan semakin tak adil padaku
kenapa Ia memberikan ku cobaan yang begitu berat, kenapa harus aku yang mengalami hal ini?!
tapi aku sadar, aku yang egois, berpikiran sempit, selalu mengeluh dan hanya memikirkan apa yang terjadi padaku dan tak pernah mempedulikan apa yang terjadi di sekitarku
ternyata aku hanyalah makhluk hina yang sungguh sangat kecil dihadapanNya
Dia membukakan mata hatiku dan membuatku sadar ternyata apa yang Dia ambil dariku yang menurutku itu sungguh sangat berharga untukku adalah kebaikan bagiku
bahkan Ia memberiku lebih dari pada apa yang telah Ia ambil dariku
Dia mengambil ayahku . . tapi Ia masih memberiku Ibu, kakak, saudara* dan bahkan sahabat* yang sungguh sangat aku cintai dan benar* berharga bagiku yang menerima aku apa adanya yang ada di saat aku senang ataupun susah
dan pada saat itu aku sadar untuk lebih menghargai hidupku
untuk lebih menerima segalanya dengan tersenyum
karena . . aku tahu itulah cara Tuhan mencintaiku :)
gw bikin note ini saat gw baru bener2 down, bener2 kangen sama bokap gw! tapi disana ada nyokap, kakak, sama sahabat2 gw yg bener2 gw sayang. BIG thanks for all of them, love them so much.
okay, that's all for today! wait for my next new post, okay? :D
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