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hello bloggers! welcome to spread nelly's wing blog. yeah, this is a space where i write down all of my feeling, my life, my emotion and everything about anything. feel free to visit my entries, thanks for coming :)
just a long story of my life in my short world :)
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hello bloggers! welcome to spread nelly's wing blog. yeah, this is a space where i write down all of my feeling, my life, my emotion and everything about anything. feel free to visit my entries, thanks for coming :)
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i was born in December 27, 1991 at yogyakarta, indonesia. what a lovely country with bad government system, unfortunately. my parents gave me Rr. Nuraini Dyah Rahmawati as my full name, but my friends call me nelly, don't ask me why just call me that way haha. i was the younger member in my family, 'cause i just have one big brother who two and a half year older than me. now it's just three of us which live together, my mom, my bro and me because my father has past away just one day before my 13th birthday. yeah! what an unforgettable gift for me but, there's no way for me to regret it. i have no reason to be mad with God, 'cause i realize that he just took my father! i still have my mom, my bro, my fam, all of my friends and i still have my own self. see? there's no reason for me to be mad with God because i had a lot of reason to be grateful :)
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Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 3:04 AM
hey bloggers! long time no see, i've been busy for several things until now actually. sekarang bener2 capek -__-"
okay, sebelum gw nggak bisa online 4 hari lewat pc gara2 gw bakal ada acara HMI (himpunan mahasiswa islam) mpo! hari ini gw mau ngepost note yg barangkali terakhir aja ya, gw udah males ngebahas note lagi. want something new and want some picture in my posting, gw sendiri yg nulis aja udah bosen haha.
pengen sih curhat colongan disini karena udah saking "bunek"nya otak gw skarang! ah ~ just forget it, it's my business!
Life is a Joke
bahagia tapi pura-pura sedih
sedih tapi pura-pura bahagia..
tertawa tapi pura-pura menangis
menangis tapi pura-pura tertawa..
tersenyum tapi pura-pura muram
muram tapi pura-pura tersenyum..
suka tapi pura-pura benci
benci tapi pura-pura suka..
bicara tapi pura-pura bisu, mendengar tapi pura-pura tuli, melihat tapi pura-pura buta..
hidup hanyalah manipulasi emosi dan permainan sandiwara
fakta dan reailta hanyalah topeng kepalsuan semata
kepura-puraan hanyalah contoh dari sebuah kemunafikan belaka
pentingnya image diri sendiri dan pandangan orang lain begitu murahnya sampai di obral, tapi keikhlasan dan kejujuran terhadap diri sendiri begitu mahal sampai langka dipasaran..
begitu nyamankah topeng kepalsuan melekat di muka para manusia budak emosi?
kapankah topeng itu dapat hancur dan terganti dengan wajah asli yang tidak dibuat-buat?
hidup yang singkat hanya dianggap sebagai sebuah lelucon oleh manusia budak kemunafikan
yang membuat mereka hancur dan tenggelam ke dalam jurang kepalsuan dengan topeng bodoh mereka yang masih melekat
Rr. Nuraini Dyah Rahmawati
January 4, 2010
semua itu terlintas gitu aja di otak gw, yg langsung gw ketik. nggak tau dapet ilham dr mana, yg jelas. yes, i wear that mask! dan kebanyakan orang juga melakukan hal yg sama. it's hard to be honest untuk orang lain dan yg tersulit adalah jujur untuk diri kita sendiri. kadang kondisi memaksa kita untuk lebih banyak berbohong dari pada jujur, yg lebih sering karena ngejaga perasaan orang lain emang lebih penting dr pada ngejaga perasaan kita sendiri. hidup memang memaksa kita untuk bertopeng! create your own perspective guys, how about you? what kind of mask that you wear?
okay, feel free to leave a comment. i gotta go, see ya!
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