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hello bloggers! welcome to spread nelly's wing blog. yeah, this is a space where i write down all of my feeling, my life, my emotion and everything about anything. feel free to visit my entries, thanks for coming :)
just a long story of my life in my short world :)
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hello bloggers! welcome to spread nelly's wing blog. yeah, this is a space where i write down all of my feeling, my life, my emotion and everything about anything. feel free to visit my entries, thanks for coming :)
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i was born in December 27, 1991 at yogyakarta, indonesia. what a lovely country with bad government system, unfortunately. my parents gave me Rr. Nuraini Dyah Rahmawati as my full name, but my friends call me nelly, don't ask me why just call me that way haha. i was the younger member in my family, 'cause i just have one big brother who two and a half year older than me. now it's just three of us which live together, my mom, my bro and me because my father has past away just one day before my 13th birthday. yeah! what an unforgettable gift for me but, there's no way for me to regret it. i have no reason to be mad with God, 'cause i realize that he just took my father! i still have my mom, my bro, my fam, all of my friends and i still have my own self. see? there's no reason for me to be mad with God because i had a lot of reason to be grateful :)
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when you were INVISIBLE and NOTHING
Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ 3:34 AM
hi bloggers! ketemu lagi di post baru gw, dengan skin yg baru haha!
sebenernya hari ini gw masih nggak ada feel atau bisa dibilang i lost my own self at nowhere! yg gw nggak akan tau sampai kapan bakal slese? please, pray the best for me guys. so i can get my innocent smiles back again, 'cause i'm tired to be like this. halah! ngomong apa sih gw? haha, mulai nglayap nggak jelas lagi ni otak. yaah ~ mungkin apa yg gw rasain skarang sama kali ya kyk note yg bakal gw posting kali ini.
dengan title, inti dari note ini. When You Were Invisible and Nothing
can they just treat you like you will never appear in their life again?
can they just treat you like you will die tomorrow?
can they just treat you like you will disappear from their life and will never going back, forever?
why.. its hard to prize and love someone like you will lose it tomorrow when it still near you, when it still beside you?
why.. it's easier for you to dump it, to underestimate it and treat it like it will always beside you forever?
why.. when it disappear, when it just go away from your life and when it never gonna be beside you anymore.. you cry like you will promise to love it forever, to prize it forever until your last breath.. if it wanna be beside you again..
but it's all just impossible.. because it's too late, you'll just gonna live your life in regret
just like me, and i don't wanna see another me..
all i can say to all of you is just..
please love and prize someone like you'll never see it again tomorrow, like you will never get all of the joy and happiness he/she had brought to your life again.. forever
Rr. Nuraini Dyah Rahmawati
December 16, 2009
okay! note ini gw buat tgl 16 desember, seinget gw waktu itu gw juga baru ada masalah yg sama! trus muncullah roh william shakespear merasuki tubuh gw dan gw langsung bikin note ini, haha! sebenernya nggak saat itu juga gw ngrasain hal semacam ini, udah terlalu sering malah buat gw become another taxi passing by! when someone need you, you will be pleased to be there. but, when you ready to be there for them but they didn't need you, they just didn't see you! like you were invisible.
ternyata sakit juga rasanya jadi taxi, haha! why i regret? because i've did that terrible thing at past, and now i know how it feels when i lost it! it is so painful, really. and now i try to do the best for the people that i love, even though i have to face anything all alone without them.
but, it's make me pleased if i can be there if they need me :)
okay guys! semoga bermanfaat aja ya buat kalian, bukannya gw mau ceramah sih. just wanna share experience, that's all. sorry ya klo postingan gw baru berisi tulisan2 doang! sometimes i will put some pictures, hehe. thank you for reading, please wait for my next post okay! 'cause there will be the fourth note. bye! :D
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