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hello bloggers! welcome to spread nelly's wing blog. yeah, this is a space where i write down all of my feeling, my life, my emotion and everything about anything. feel free to visit my entries, thanks for coming :)
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hello bloggers! welcome to spread nelly's wing blog. yeah, this is a space where i write down all of my feeling, my life, my emotion and everything about anything. feel free to visit my entries, thanks for coming :)
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i was born in December 27, 1991 at yogyakarta, indonesia. what a lovely country with bad government system, unfortunately. my parents gave me Rr. Nuraini Dyah Rahmawati as my full name, but my friends call me nelly, don't ask me why just call me that way haha. i was the younger member in my family, 'cause i just have one big brother who two and a half year older than me. now it's just three of us which live together, my mom, my bro and me because my father has past away just one day before my 13th birthday. yeah! what an unforgettable gift for me but, there's no way for me to regret it. i have no reason to be mad with God, 'cause i realize that he just took my father! i still have my mom, my bro, my fam, all of my friends and i still have my own self. see? there's no reason for me to be mad with God because i had a lot of reason to be grateful :)
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the color of life
Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ 4:09 AM
O, you The Rainbow, today, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow still you shine for me? would you shine to show me the way of your color eternity which just for a moment in the sky? ~ show it for me who blind of your color, for me who blind of emotion and for me who blind of everything about you..
or, should i wait for rain to come in my barren earth? should i let my tears drain in my face with my barren heart? so you can give your beautiful color to paint it inside my heart..
O, you The Mighty of Color, could i see your color as it should have happened? because, what i saw was just a false image of you who just paint in black and white..
or, you just don't want this stupid person see your beauty? this person who can only evoke your anger and change your color to colorless with my presence? with my existence? should i disappear to get you back?
please give me an answer to all of my questions O dear, you beauty of color. don't you understand my language? what language should i use to communicate with you, O the Mighty of Color? help me, help me who deaf of your colorful voice, help me who deaf of everything about you..
didn't realize that the day after tomorrow, i was still here motionless waiting for you..
and the day after, i was still a slave to your colorful light..
without the symphony of my heart beat which always accompany me waiting for you to shine, again..
Rr. Nuraini Dyah Rahmawati
March 30, 2010
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